21 Guns.

actually...
i got so damn f**king many things to share.
but the problem is... who to share??

hmmm...
i'm not saying that i don't have true friends or what.
it's just that... i don't know who can share my problems.
cause even myself also don't know what's wrong with me.
and i don't know what i want.
haih.

so... how am i supposed to share my problems and expect that people will understand what the hell i'm trying to tell??
Zz

sometimes, i hide myself from people.
i feel like crying...
and it's reasonless.
LoL.
it's just an emotion express.

but i hate to cry.
i mean... i hate to cry alone.
so weak, so lamentable.
duh...
i don't like to see myself in that situation.

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i just like to cry in front of my boy. :)
in his arms.
that's the safest place for me in the earth.

he will hug me and wipe away the tears on my cheek.
he will say 'it's ok.' instead of asking 'why you cry?'
he will tell me that he love to see i cry so that he can comfort me.
he will never say ewww when i wet his clothes with my tears and mucus.
*ewwwwww... - -''
hahahaha

then, no matter what's the reason i cry for, i won't care about it anymore.
cause i know i'm the lucky one...

too bad. i'm alone now.
hahahaha
so just can try to deactivate my tear glands 1st.
=/