Happy.

〈 Happy 〉 -- Leona Lewis

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Someone once told me that you have to choose

What you win or lose

You can’t have everything

Don’t cha take chances

Might feel the pain

Don’t cha love in vain

Cause love won’t set you free

I could stand by the side

And watch this life pass me by

So unhappy

But safe as could be

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So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge?

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear myself

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

Cause I’m just trying to be happy, yeah

Just wanna be happy, yeah

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Holding on tightly

Just cant let it go

Just trying to play my role

Slowly disappear, ohh

All these days I feel like they’re the same

Just different faces, different names

Get me outta here

I can’t stand by your side, ohh no

Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So and it’s just that I can’t see

The kind of stranger on this road

But don’t say victim

Don’t say anything

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I just wanna be happy

Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy

I just wanna be, ohh

I just wanna be happy

Ohh, happy

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it's a week for me to grow up.
thanks to everything that happened on me.
i found out something that i don't wanna believe and accept.
but still, i got to.
and i wish that i could found it earlier.
perhaps i won't hurt anyone then.

i made a mistake.
for telling you some of the things i know.
you really disappointed me.
and i'm sorry for disappointing someone. i'm sorry, aki.

thanks to those who love me.
i have been crying for 2 times yesterday. =X
half an hour for each time.
hahahaha
people said, women are made by water?!??!
huh...
i think that's true.
and i wish no one saw my ugly face with tears instead of my close friends...
OMG&OMM&OMP!

thanks for patting my shoulder and tell me it's ok.
thanks for reminding me the mistake i made.
thanks for listening to my problems.
thanks for forgiving me for making such a funny mistake.
thanks lili, thanks mezors, thanks andrew, thanks daniel, and those who care of me,
especially my beloved classmates. =)

don't worry...
i'm more mature in thinking now.
i should take note to what i say and do.
we are no longer a child.

by the way,
i'm deeply in love with some songs now:
* falling for you - colbie caillat
* come home - one republic ft. sara bareilles
* happy - leona lewis
* my happy ending - arvil lavigne
* hotel room service - pitbull

damn...
music rocks my world! =D