Self-controlling.

ah gosh!
i'm stressed up.
wtf wtf wtf wtf!
x"(
how dare you say that to me?
ahhhhhh!

1 more month to go.
damn... i think i'm dying now.
anyway... i'll try to stay calm and wait...
wait till when, i don't know. =/
may be... wait until the time you're ok?
or may be... the time when i realize that you're just nothing...??

haihhhhhhh... i feel so tired.
and hot tempered.
gosh. forgive me if i scold or shout at you.
sorry sorry sorry! > <"
i will try my best to control my emotion...
didn't sleep well for few days already...
can't concentrate at all during my exams.
feel like sleeping everytime i see the papers... zZz

anyone can help me?
i'm scared.
what should i do to go through this??
=S


p/s : good luck to all the SPM candidates! all the best ya~ :)

Starbucks.

i'm dead.
so boring... = =zZz

know what? sungei wang's CC is sdf expensive.
Zzz
1hour brings away my 4bucks.
omFg.

hmmm... why i'm here? i don't really know. Zzz
today no school actually. i mean... no exam.
aiya... whatever. it's still the same for me. i won't go school anyway.
BUT, but...
our beloved class teacher, encik Razak, decided to organize the jamuan kelas today.

damn. i want to sleep at home la!
last week, i asked him to return back my money to me. simple right?
but you know what he said? NO REFUND.
wtf? my money! T~T


ok. i'm the type who really hate rugi. =X
so does andrew and mezors.
hence, we went to school early in the morning today.
but we ran out.
later only go back for food... :S
sienz...


by the way,
i had my very 1st starbucks today...
*i don't drink coffee.
with andrew and mezors.
mocha praline.
taste good weh! :D

they always ruin my picture. =/

tomorrow biology paper 1 and 2.
lmao!
haven study. damn...
i hate those scientific terms...
it's like, they don't name grass as grass but something that i don't even know how to pronounce?!
wtf.
god bless me. D''x


p/s : to someone, if you think that i'm a fool, fine...
i won't hate you.
cause i know you'll regret one day. :)

my sweet 16 <3

hey,
tomorrow is my birthday!
i'm 16 already weh! ;)

sweeeeeeet 16.
thanks to someone who made it really sweet for me...
thanks to all my friends and family...
thanks to those who love me...
thanks to those who care for me...
thanks to those who always stand by my side whenever i need them...
without them, i'm just nothing.
and thanks for all the wishes too... =)

damn... i can't celebrate it tomorrow.
i really really hate exams... ="(

hmmm...
i made a lot of wish this year...
about what i can't tell la...
4 or 5 wishes i think...?
haha... greedy! xD
hmmm... never mind la...
like this at least can kena 2 or 3 what?
hahahaha.

oh ya, before i forget...

*happy belated birthday to daniel sam who born on 02 November 1993.
you're my bff. :)

*happy birthday to andrew loh who born on the same day with me.
at least i got someone to accompany me. haha xP

*happy birthday to tse ling who born on 8 November 1993.
stay pretty and happy always :]

whoa...?! so many people born on November!
Jia Xin's birthday coming soon! @@


lastly, happy birthday to tiffany a.k.a loke yean yin.
happy sweet 16. ;D

p/s : i just made the 6th wish.
i wish all my dreams wll come true! xD


******************************************************

你爱得好有趣
就像一个编剧
你的一举一动都谱写着未来
世界也太乏味 仍需要变的很美
像第一次见面的场景

从来不曾怀疑 牵你度过了平静
多希望创造一个美好的结局
用最真的感觉 慢慢一页一页写
我只期待你陪我演完

我们的脚本 要写的好认真
我一定看过太多的悲剧
能给一点点笑 就算是笑中带泪
我也无所谓 无所谓

你爱得好有趣 就像一个编剧
你的一瞥一眼都谱写着未来
思念也太乏味 更需要变得很美
像第一次分手的场景

我们的脚本 要写的好认真
我一定看过太多的悲剧
能给一点点笑 就算是笑中带泪
我也无所谓 无所谓

看完这个脚本 陷得好深好深
要我如何演好爱你的人
故事里男主角 剧终时泪中带笑
而他知道 这最好