Unwell.

when i realized you're getting further from me, i guess it comes to the end.
day by day, i'm getting tougher.
fighting against the problems by my own.
perhaps, i don't need you as much as i thought.
being alone is not that bad. yea?

we're going to lead a new life soon.
busying for studies and more stuffs...
we are done.
i wish i have the courage to tell you the sentence.
but i think it will only happen after my reluctance to you is gone.
when the time i miss you no more.

actually, i don't mind to be disappointed again.
i wish i could tell people that's because of i'm used to it.
but the truth is, i don't mind, cause i grabbed you once again before i feel the pain.

whenever i say i love you, i do really mean it.